tell him his kid brother was sorry he never got to pay him back for all the times he stood up for me .
ok i realized i was getting overwhelmed every fuckin time i logged onto jeff bc of the amount of things i owe ?? just 70+ drafts and messages is like . .. . tooo much . i want to write with all of you and a lot of the debate of whether or not i would just start over had to do with that, because i feel horrible for dropping what was on this blog. so i’m moving, same url, and dropping everything save for a few threads w kari tbh. if there’s a thread that we have that YOU would like to continue, just let me know !! i’m only dropping everything bc a lot of it is pretty old. i’m hoping that this move will help revive jeff’s muse and over all help me feel calmer on tumblr again.
i’ll reblog it abunch when i finally make a promo but you can now find jeff over @leftlimp
ok i realized i was getting overwhelmed every fuckin time i logged onto jeff bc of the amount of things i owe ?? just 70+ drafts and messages is like . .. . tooo much . i want to write with all of you and a lot of the debate of whether or not i would just start over had to do with that, because i feel horrible for dropping what was on this blog. so i’m moving, same url, and dropping everything save for a few threads w kari tbh. if there’s a thread that we have that YOU would like to continue, just let me know !! i’m only dropping everything bc a lot of it is pretty old. i’m hoping that this move will help revive jeff’s muse and over all help me feel calmer on tumblr again.
i’ll reblog it abunch when i finally make a promo but you can now find jeff over @leftlimp
hello angels i’ve been mia most of this week and tbh i really am Not Okay physically or mentally at this point. i’ve gotten to a point where i am getting physically sick every single day because i work myself up so much. my anxiety is so horrible and i’m doing my best to get better. i talked to my therapist yesterday and am going to my primary doctor tonight to see if there’s something more than just anxiety wrong with me. my stomach is constantly in knots, i haven’t been to work in two and a half days and i just constantly feel like a wreck. i come onto tumblr to express myself and surround myself with things and PEOPLE that i truly care about both as writing partners and as people and so i feel so horrible saying i don’t have any idea what my activity is going to look like in the future. but these constant overwhelming feelings of anxiety and nausea and just not really feeling like myself are becoming too much to handle. a lot of my anxiety’s have to do with stuff going on irl so i know that they’re not completely out of nowhere, but until i can get myself into a better situation physically and more importantly, mentally, i’m going to step back. i’ll still check in primarily on amy ( @wonknot ) so if you ever need to get in touch with me send me an im t/here. i love you all so much honestly and i can not possibly tell how appreciatiave i am to have so many wonderful writing partners and people in my life.
hello it’s not munday and i’m tired but i feel like i havent posted pictures of myself in a while so Here .
he’s a sole survivor . you can see it on his face , in his bones , defined by his lonely blood that sings for those who share it , but whom have been reclaimed by the earth that bore them . yet even from the ashes and the dust , even gold can glimmer , and heir apparent is he— little orphan prince !

a v close friend of mine just told me super serious news and i literally responded with a meme